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The Story So Far
Chapter 53: This Day I Am Strong
A message in a bottle, floating in the ether. For reading my story, for making that connection between us... thank you.
Chapter 52: Through Thick and Thin
"You'll probably need all year before you can really grasp the entirety of it" she said, and she was right as can be.
Chapter 51: Beneath the Surface
Even where nothing seems to stir, be it in a quiet town or inside a man called Otto, there is trouble that might not show.
Chapter 50: Beyond the Sea
An adult going into the deep to learn to swim... if that is not being vulnerable, I don't know what is.
Chapter 49: Still Just A Rookie
Reaching Sweden earlier felt right and in my situation, that was something I had to listen to. So I changed my route.
Chapter 48: The Bottom
Ironically, life was made easier. There was a tangible threat, mentally much simpler to handle than my illusionary ones.
Chapter 47: Beginning of the End
The dark clouds that had filled my mind disappeared for a moment and a sun shone on me. "It will be alright."
Interlude: Cornfield Chase
He keeps on going, clinging to the hope that there is yet a way to return to that which he lost and those whom he left.
Chapter 46: Ohne Dich
It was only a brief whisper of happiness before she would return to a new love, and I would tread on alone.
Chapter 45: Internal Flight
Adam said, bluntly: "To do what you are doing, you have to believe in something."
Chapter 44: One Ought To Be Two
Better than my words speaks the image of two bikes resting, together. The symbolism touched me, and I let it in too deep.
Chapter 43: Painful Quandaries
True ring the simple words by Theoden of Rohan: "No parent should have to bury their child."
Chapter 42: Rain of Tears
Had I been able to peer into the near future, I probably would have embraced her right then and there. But I didn't.
Chapter 41: Fire and Lightning
The age showed in the wrinkles, yet they made her no less beautiful. I never learned her name, nor will I ever forget her face.
Chapter 40: Civilisation
Whilst the gaming crowd might not have a sexy coolness about them, the drive to engage is no less natural, no less important.
Chapter 39: By the Rising Sun
I had a rare sense of belonging and wished that I had a four-legged friend to go with me. In a future perhaps I will.
Chapter 38: Stillness
Nothing was more evident of the peace that she could sense than watching her surrender to the water in that lake.
Chapter 37: Sapiens
Sexuality is the strongest force in human nature - to be born with a forbidden sexuality must be agonising.
Interlube: Honeymoon Plus One
For all my shortcomings, I never considered another. In her roughest moments, my thoughts and emotions were always with her.
Chapter 36: Gods Among Us
It is not only the legend of Troy that intrigues me, but also clues it gives us of our spiritual nature.
Chapter 35: Birthday Boy
The heat formed a solitary routine around cycling, writing, resting and repeating, Celebrations would have to wait.
Chapter 34: Agent of Change
Life has taught me the great importance of agency. To what extent do we have it, and what do we do when we figure that out?
Chapter 33: At Home in a Hostel
With long morning breakfasts and collective dinner cooking, we made the tourist hotspot of Turkey feel profoundly wholesome.
Chapter 32: Undying Flame
I'm not made for maintenance, high class service or sharp precision. But energy, strength, calmness and love I have to give in abundance.
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